This is really something..

Its only been a few days upon my arrival in utp,and my head is up to its max.Feel so heavy.Seems like i have a lot to think about.But what? nothing actually.I am tired to death due to massive training that i had.All muscles are tear apart.And yet no time to put them in rest properly,cramps are normal things that happen.30 rounds,100 push ups and 100 sits up everyday is just too much.That is not my level,seriously.In the end of the day however,everything has to get done. I just got no time to do what is normally done as youngster,i mean like en joying,out to town, have a chit-chat in MacD,playing games,movies and many more.You  name it.Its close to hell.(although i don't know what it is feel like in real hell) i am just saying.Thats it about the physical pain..
My new-bought phone CSL DS380 on the other hand really put me up in the air.Can't bear with me even 1 week.This is really a test for me.Fortunately i have a pass to borrow one of my friend's phone,otherwise i am disconnected from my family and beloved one.

word of the day.Don't cry,just say Fuck you and smile...
haha.. XD

Holiday over..

Hey,it has been a long silence here in my blog.Well i am here again coming back from the long holiday that i had i.My early come to utp its nothing to do with my intention cause i still had couple of weeks of the holiday  ahead of me.Its just that i have something to get done.Me and the other 4 friends of mine are going to withstand and endure the one whole week of hell training with Mr. Ganesh.As a matter of fact,we are being prepared for the upcoming Karate national tournament in Perak here itself.Tlhe battle fall on 22nd of july

<------- (back in time)..

 i really had an exciting and memorable holiday back at home.Especially when all of my little sisters and brother were all home--> gawai holiday.. i play and had fun with them.Every single day that past, i am in one's glory.Most of all,i really enjoy mum's cooking.yum2. :).Every evening though, i had soccer game with my friends.At night however,we share stories,jokes and watch world cup together.In the end of the day,i am just proud that my favorite team,spain won the title.In the  morning i will for sure get beaten by my mother cause i never woke up in the morning,always after the afternoon.. huhu.
Its like i did the same routine everyday.Nothing extraordinary...
Below are sum sum-up pics for the last gawai celebration... (the best gawai i ever had)..

with adik2 and cousins..

from left thomas,father,me, along ,and sobri..

                    opps.!!

        
                             with ma.. :)






                            thomas, me and father..

Soaring the eagle

My holiday seems to be disrupt by this program. Upon finishing the final exam in UTP. Me and the other friends of mine were short listed to attend this SOARING THE EAGLE (STE). It is an compulsory occasion for every petronas scholar. And its all about sharpen and maximize your potential in becoming a better, well performed and charismatic leader in the future. we mounted the UTP bus itself from UTP to casa Rachado-Port Dickson. Its my first time being there. I had a wonderful sleep along the way. We made it there late in the evening. We checked in and settled down in our respective apartment. Mine was in the 3 rd  floor and with all the heavy luggage that i have to carry i am dog-tired.  Back in there , it was a big apartment comprises with 3 bedrooms,3 toilets and a wide living room. There was a television with so boring channel in it. #304. The dinner was excellent. All the foods served made my mouth watering. troughout the whole 5 days being there i really enjoyed all session conducted. I just can’t withstand the coldness of the room. It’s really the opposite of condition in UTP. :0  . My name assigned during the day was adorable  Asroy. haha. Sounds funny. It’s ok. Everybody had their own . I am pointed to be leader of my group. With Mr. romantic ramzah and Mrs. Joyful Jali ( my facilitators )taking the group, everything went just smooth. We got  lessons and morals from activities and games that we were involved in. Together we experienced and together we learned. The class never sleeps. All were participating. responsibilities is being tested,relationship are tighten, confidence get over the feeling and shyness is overcome. I miss the days that passed away. I earned everlasting memories. There were times when i played so-called water polo with friends and had a walk along the beach. And there were times when i enjoyed viewing up people and scenery from my apartment. The night before the program ended we had a simple yet so exciting dinner. Performances were shown from every samba/group. The hall was filled with scream from the beginning till the end. We enjoyed till late at night. The next day, there is nothing could be done cause it is the end. We brought down our luggage and settled them in a bus. My bus moved to KLCC. From there, we headed to our own place.

-         11-4.waiting is so much pain....

-         Police,arghhh..@!! 

    

         

                                                           

         

30429- foundation year in memory

Hey,bonjour all..guess what i am really back after the exams.Ya,i should though.Thats the only way to prove that i am still alive encountering the day of the final itself.Right now,i just feel there is something there in my heart,lung or whatsoever that feels totally unoccupied.I just don't know what the hell is this feeling.Unlike before this i am haunted by the feeling of the holiday,final papers,friends and many more.

Maybe the joy of knowing my foundation year had ended cancel all the feelings.i guess.But i dislike this feeling,it keeps me floating in the space.My brain nerves seems like having problems in transmitting impulses.Really i hate this feeling.Enough with that.Lets talk about how my foundation year has just ended.

Well, we had our final exams to prove that.Although is common to hear the word 'exams' there because during normal days we do also have exams right but the words 'final' there differentiate them.The final exam comprises with three papers which are calculus,physics and chemistry.We had calculus in monday,physic in the next two days and chemisrty close the curtains of foundation year on the friday.

Talking about my preparations for the final.well,i do prepare till the last minutes before entering the hall.I turn out became zombie in this final week.Its just because i didn't sleep when i supposed to.The papers were though and really need me to dig up my whatever that i had on my head during that time.All questions answered of course.

After the last paper,i had to compile up all of my belongings and put things in its place.On the next day( saturday),i am still haunted  by the same feeling.I woke up early.Me and my friends decided to have a little walk out there.We had a car booked and we headed to teluk batik and lumut and ipoh..

buying ice creams! the weather is extremely hot.

me enjoying ice cream..

me ,hazman and zahid..

zahid,zakwan and hazman..

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muzium siput..

hazman~

me..

enjoying the lunch with ikan bakar..

We went put to ipoh and enjoy..We came back to utp packed our stuffs and had a nice slept.That conclude our saturday. On sunday we will be going to Port Dickson upon attending the STE program by petronas.. Shall see you again in the next post.. :)

A final exam student's post


It's really been a very long time since my last updates here.Lately,it's been a very full day for me,Since my contract for the foundation program is moving to its very end.I am washed away with work,assignments,tests, and quizzes load.  :) Hopefully i can pass my foundation studies with glory. I will then pursue my contract with UTP(Petronas) in the following 4 years in the undergraduates program.AMIN. :) .Talking about this,i come to think about the final exams that will fall in 10,12,14 mei.1 week to go. My mind seems focusing more on making plans for the upcoming holiday not on the revisions.Obviously,my mind is drifted away by pleasure,fun and freedom that i will be having.haha..Moving on to the details of the final exam papers,actually,i am having a real bad time with my calculus.The coursework mark i am talking about here.Chemistry however has almost the same test as calculus.Both tests for chem really putting me into pieces.Physics--> in the middle=bittersweet.And whatever it is,i just have no choice but to give my very good shot in the final papers..herm.after final,i have to attend STE.ok,i will be going.Tickets to sarawak is still on the waiting list. Unconfirmed about the return date.I am coming back a bit early from the holiday for the intensive training for rakan wajadiri karate tournament.-> national..as my master always emphasize on.Planning on buying EOS 1000D.haha..need extra money from FAMA.ermm..i guess that's all compilations that i have for ya..shall meet again after the final..