GALLERY..


This photo was taken at kellie's castle .
Photography members:

• awang muhammad nasuha ( The camera man)- canon 1000D
• asroy angkoi (me) (simply a model)
• muhd. afiq iskandar (standing light man)-he is perfect at it
• david bong (ermm) (just following)

was really amazed by the quality of the picture.love it....

CHINESE NEW YEAR-tiger-

Farewell my companions for those celebrating Chinese new year and those who just goes back for the CNY holiday.2010 年行大运.From distant i am hoping that all of you are delight and having a safe journey back.Family members await  excitedly for your arrival.

As for me in this moment ,i am just being shut-in here in hot-hot heat UTPt,but later i will set out to KL for some kind of reunion.

"Cinta pertama"

                            


Don't misunderstood about this title.It's a movie title that i have seen during my free time this evening.Feel very boring and suddenly my nerve ends in watching this movie.It's an indon movie by the way.Frankly speaking,i am totally touched.When nothing could be done during this time.I feel like to post a little about what i have i seen throughout "cinta pertama".

Story start from a big secret revealed before the wedding day of Abi (Richard Kevin) and Alya (Bunga Citra Lestari). Abi finds Alya’s diary and discovery that Alya got brain cancer. Beside that, She still in love with her High School’s friend, Sunny (Ben Joshua). When Alya is in comma caused of cancer, Abi intended to find Sunny and ask him to meet Alya.

Abi finally find Sunny. With Sisi, Sunny’s wife’s permission, Sunny visits Alya. Sunny so touched to see Alya , who was so agile and fun, laying weak and hopeless. What would Sani says and does for Alya? How is the story end?

"Seseorang yang kita fikir kita miliki ,ternyata bukan benar-benar milik kita.Kita memiliki hatinya,tubuhnya dan cintanya.Tapi kita tidak akan pernah untuk memiliki jalan hidupnya."




"Cinta,apakah benar-benar ada.Aku jadi bermakna bukan kerana cinta dekat menghampiriku,tapi aku jadi bermakna sejak mengharap cinta menghampiriku kerana dalam dunia ini tiada yang lebih penting melainkan harapan."

sunny and alya

"Aku sangat beruntung tapi adakah rasa keberuntungan ini yang aku perlukan sekarang.Lalu kenapa aku merindukan dia yang pernah mengisi hariku dulu.Aku rasa ada yang hilang tanpa tau apa yang aku sudah aku temukan.Aku merasa menemukan tanpa tau apa yang aku cari.Dan aku rasa seperti mencari tanpa tau apa yang sudah hilang.Manusia memilki mimpi.Ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya dan ada yang mundur dan membuangnya.Ada pula yang diam dan menyimpannya sepanjang hidupnya.Dan,aku akan menjadi manusia yang terakhir itu yang hanya akan diam dan menyimpan perasaan ini untuk selamanya."

"Setiap manusia memiliki ruang kosong di hatinya.Ketika seseorang datang,dan kita berfikir dia mengisi ruang kosong itu.Sebenarnya dia hanya berdiri di depan pintu,dan menyemarkan ruang kosong itu.Ruang kosong di hati kita tetap ada,dan tidak akan pernah benar-benar terisi."


"Tiada pertemuan yang abadi..-sunny
seperti pertemuan,maka perpisahan pun tiada yang abadi...-alia"


~wanna see what is the ending of this touching love story,then get your eye on it...

Love,love and love...in the end of the day it's still love..

God gave us two ears to hear, two eyes to see and two hands to hold. But why did God give us only one heart? Because he wants us to find the other one.

Is the word "love" important?
I don't know but for me, you are more important.
Do you know why?
Because how can I say "I love you" if you're not here.

One time I asked you, "why do you love him so much?" you told me, "because we've been together for so long", I got annoyed because you're numb, you didn't even think that the time you were together, it took me longer to have waited for you.

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you.

An angel asked me "why are you sad?", thinking of you I answered "because I miss her", then I heard the angel giggle...I looked up and began to smile and said "oh, it's you!"

They said that if you are unable to sleep, it's because there's someone thinking about you...surely that person misses you. That's why if you can't sleep, sorry, I can't help it.

St. Peter scold me saying "son, where have you been?" And he saw me with you and asked "why are you with that person?" and I said to him "sorry St. Peter, I though it was heaven."

Back then I thought I was the unluckiest person in the world, then I looked at you and smiled. Why? Because no matter how unlucky I was, it was worth it because of you.

They said love is like a toy. When it's new, it's so loved and don't want to lend it to others, doesn't want anybody touching it and don't want to let go of it. Yes, it's being taken care of, but the down side is, it's being played so many times.

When the time comes for you to leave me, just say so! I can let you go. But let me embrace you while saying, " You'll go back to me, okay! When he leaves you."

In love, the past is not important, but the present. Experience is more relevant than the pain you went through. The only thing that will make it stronger is forgiveness and not the retorting of sin.

God is so good. He knows where a person will be happy, where they can love and be loved, where heaven on earth is. Now I know why he put me near you.

Any guy can love a thousand girls...but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand ways

In every girls life there will always be those three guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they're all the same guy.

Find that guy that will pick up every piece of your shattered heart & put it back together; Replacing it with a piece of his.

I love you not because I need you, I need you because I love you

If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left…

They say love hides in every corner, then I must be walking in circles

Others will say, loving someone is tiring: sometimes happy, sometimes you'll cry!
They said I'd have enough someday.
I said to them, that is not true, you know why? "when does ever a person had enough if his love is true.."

I wish I had never known you. I was happy before even when you were not there yet. Unlike now, you make me suffer, I know that you didn't mean to have known me. Me too, I wasn't planning on loving you.

http://www.1-love-quotes.com/index.htm>popular love topics> anonymous love.. 

Heart saying


Its been a really tiring week and many things just pop in and everything just getting more and more.Old matters or i can say important matters are  getting loosen from my mind and i can hold to them no more.I can't escape the facts that i really have to face now.I am sorry for those have promises with me and i can't to them.Maybe i just deserve a cursing word from "you" or maybe you don't have to when it really come to religious belief :).For all of this uncontrollable situation, i put all the blame to me myself for being too selfish and and never put a full horizontal thinking and future thinking to what i really think about.Now,all of that past deeds have become bitter histories which i can't regret no more.About lectures that i have been attending during these two weeks of the third semester of tri-semester,:p..blueeekkk.! huh.hampeh..!:) that tells a lot.further saying lie deep within my dissatisfaction.